The Reach for Me: "Forgiveness of Self"

I know the things I've done And most I'm proud but some I'm not And it's those that speak the loudest That replay and keep me up Broken and alone to face this on my own And if I can't learn from what I've done The pain I've felt has been for nothing All for nothing And if I can't forgive myself for the pain I've caused It will always haunt me Oh, I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I don't want a second chance I just want to understand What led me down this path And how I can lead myself back I'll face this on my own And if I can't learn from what I've done The pain I've felt has been for nothing All for nothing And if I can't forgive myself for the pain I've caused It will always haunt me Oh, I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry And if I can't learn from what I've done The pain I've felt has been for nothing All for nothing And if I can't forgive myself for the pain I've caused It will always haunt me I'm so sorry