It's Nice Outside

It's nice outside, nigga Hold up Look out the window Yeah, yeah It's nice outside Must've been paid, hey I've been looking for the sun for seven days, but all I see is this rain That's been coming down, peeped the sky all I saw was gray Should I leave, or should I stay? 'Cause my inspiration to paint these pictures been limited My colors ain't many, can feel them dimming Another page, in my book of life I been tryna climb These obstacles, are they real, or optical illusions? Man, I can't say, where I'm headed but where I came from You make the bed that you lay in, no matter what dream you chasing And I'm chasing I ain't running away, you gotta know the difference A coward dies a thousand times, it's all scientific I only got one life to live, and I don't know what's the distance I gotta run Just like Nipsey, I marathon Mothers losing their sons and their daughters It's like the sun and the water evaporated just to do the same thing Will the cycle ever change? I'm from the land of the slaughtered where they locking up our fathers Tryna lock us up disorder is all the order we know The law and order been ordered to cut us down for we grow And they poisoned our seeds, when mother nature clashed with father time I found a second to rhyme on my environment And try to find the beauty that surround the shit Wondering around my state of mind and what I find Is that there's so much shit to find as I try to expand my knowledge My prescription from Phoniks, precautions, trumpets, the sonic vibrations We like a band that play for SEGA, but it's not a game Suffered a lot of pain, so I'm grateful for what I gain A different cloth, learned from mistakes even when they left a stain This shit was made for me Stress my mama, but I'm knowing that she pray for me Stuck in the eye of the hurricane Swerving tryna fly, I ain't certain what's in my way But I know I gotta maintain through the rain, ain't Counting my blessings, thankful for another day Use every second tryna find my way up out these motherfuckers (motherfuckers...)