Decaying At 18

This is the end of it all You won't ever see me again in this town Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow Might be dead tomorrow Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up This is the end of it all You won't ever see me again in this town Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow Might be dead tomorrow Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up Say your goodbyes, it's too late Everyone is having the time of their lives Something unpredictable drives me insane Thought of being out on my own All alone in this fucking dreadful place Decaying at 18 No one can save me We're all decaying at 18 I hope you erase me I've been dying at a fast pace Blowing ash into my lungs like I'm an ashtray Tame the light I don't wanna stay inside alone Tonight's the night that I love you like there's nothing wrong This is the end of it all (yeah, haha) You won't ever see me again in this town Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow Might be dead tomorrow Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up This is the end of it all You won't ever see me again in this town Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow Might be dead tomorrow Decaying at 18, I guess I'm- Haha I struggle at 18 to find my place Feels like the walls are getting closer and I'm losing space To spread my wings and fly away I always sing to hide my pain (stop) Kicking it back like karate, ayy Why you remind me? Love every day that the time flies Numbing the feelings inside me Supachefm, shinigami Rolling up rainbow and palm leaves Young and I flex in the limelight If you don't like it then come find me You can hide inside the places I Never look, always keeping your face in mind Is it all just bad luck? Think I'm decaying from the drugs at 18