Save My Love

I've lost myself to anxiety 'Cause I can't find my way out of this hole I can't believe what you've done to me You don't wanna see the dark inside my soul I'm always dying so quietly I know that it's too much for you to handle My blade takes away my anxiety I know you think that this is sad, but it's just a sample You really fucked me up, I really wish you knew how much You're the reason why my blade has always been crutch You're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much You're the reason why I can't even fkn trust I know you see me slowly falling apart There are so many fkn wounds in my heart I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches But the only way to heal me is if you could fix it Save my love 'cause I know you're gonna miss it Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding Damn I loved you so much and I admired you Until I realized what you've put me through I can't believe those stupid words you used to say Nowadays I think about em everyday I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying I'll always be this broken so I started lying I'll never recover even tho I'm fucking trying No matter what I do I'll just end up dying I don't understand how you can fkn live with yourself I ain't done shit like you and I can't even live with myself I know you lay awake with anxiety every night I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up I write songs about the things I cannot speak of There's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up You should blame yourself 'cause I never felt loved