Never Giving Up

I can feel your heart Hanging in the air I'm counting every step As you climb the stairs It's buried in your bones I see it in your closed eyes turning in This is harder than we know We hold it in the most when we're wearing thin Comin' like Hey, yo, I've fallen more times than I would like to admit I always bounce back stronger, never been the type to quit Under your breath you mumble, how you just wanna see me fail My pain is the reason that I will, win and prevail Listen I tell it all 'cause I got nothing to hide Should I live right or live wrong, I can't fucking decide My life's changing right in front of my eyes It's funny just a few years ago I wanted to die So why the fuck was I crying over her? I swear to God that I won't ever ever learn I never judge cause everybody gets a turn My entire life I just wanted to be heard Broken promises I make I'm trying to make an impact with the songs that I create I'm finally the man that I never knew how to be My main goal in life is to make my daughter proud of me I can feel your heart Hanging in the air I'm counting every step As you climb the stairs It's buried in your bones I see it in your closed eyes turning in This is harder than we know We hold it in the most, when we're wearing thin Comin' like It's hard to accept that you were never over your ex Addicted to the sex, left an emotional wreck Went from long time friends, to lovers, and then to strangers Anytime we reconnect, the only thing it brings is danger So why lie, no, we're not the perfect match I'm getting more angry as you verbally attack And I know you don't care, so now I'm ready to detach 'Cause I know what it's like to love someone and they don't love you back I understand that love is a gift and a curse In the beginning it is beautiful, but then it starts to hurt And all this pain, I take it for what it's worth 'Cause no matter what I'm dealing with, somebody got it worse Now tell me where you were, What's his name, tell me who I swear to God I'll break everything in this room Matter of fact, leave, I wanna be alone And there's no need to put me down I'd rather do that in my own I can feel your heart Hanging in the air I'm counting every step As you climb the stairs It's buried in your bones I see it in your closed eyes turning in This is harder than we know We hold it in the most when we're wearing thin Comin' like I've done things, things I thought I never could I've gotten over girls, ones I thought I never would My life lately it's crazy it's something new After all this time, my dreams a finally coming true Now I'm loving everyday to the fullest with every breath My faith keeps growing, the reason I'm never stressed But I'll still hide behind a fake smile and say I'm fine As I'm constantly fighting a losing battle in my mind My thoughts a troubled, now silence every rebuttal I spent years figuring out, the meaning behind my struggle Elevated motivation not a single dollar sign The sorrows that I rhyme is the blessings from borrowed time I remember when suicide was an option Used to picture myself dead laying in a coffin I'm screaming in despair, many days I've had enough But still no matter what I'm dealing with, I'm never giving up I can feel your heart Hanging in the air I'm counting every step As you climb the stairs It's buried in your bones I see it in your closed eyes turning in This is harder than we know We hold it in the most when we're wearing thin Comin' like