Before the Storm (feat. guardin)

I've been saving this for the weekend An eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions My hair is split, I'm cutting the loose ends My brain is shit, I'm tired of trying I'm sick of this patience, logic comes to dying I knew you were lying, but I didn't care You were something to stop my self-hatred I didn't dare ask a question You're always on my mind Intervention for loving too many times Did I mention? This pain is a way of life You learn to live with it or you let it eat you alive I'd kill myself just to be myself Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself just to be myself Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself just to be myself Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself just to be myself Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden Who the fuck am I? Just another psychopathic little prick you decide Its much better here without me 'cause you're feeling alive All I ever did was love you, but everything dies There's a monster in my head that's ripping me apart Vacant spaces in the places where we both would start To separating every day, I blow my candles out I sit inside but that's not something you could care about Oh, my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind If you don't love me anymore, then please don't bother to attend I'm a waste of energy, I'll never see the point in this Arms length, this love is tragic, I'm not something you would miss (I'm not something you would miss, oh) (I'm not something you would miss) I'd kill myself just to be myself Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself just to be myself Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself just to be myself Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden I'd kill myself just to be myself Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden I'm so fucking lost without you (I'm so fucking lost without you) They don't really care about you (They don't really care about you) They don't really care about you (They don't really care about you)