Lost

Hello, my unreal dreams I try to realise Reality's wrong But it seems I've got to get away Out of all the lies, yay Too late for my memories To turn me back in time My stupid emotions can wait It's gonna be a crime If I lose my faith again... I know that I don't know myself Sometimes I wish I knew All the stuff my soul contains I'm lying down confused I'm trying to explain my pain For me love is a useless word I can't expect it now, when I couldn't love myself This page of fairytale I gotta burn it down, Cause I failed... Well I'm diving in this river And I'm searching for the coast! I scream, because I'm choking in this Killing sadness! Why did my life betray me? You made me feel so lost! You burned my fucking dreams to dust And now you've turned my soul into a ghost! I'm alone! I am lost! So now I miss you I was breaking my heart and I'm tired of crying Oh, now I miss you Tonight I'm gonna wait, but I know that it's too late! Now I miss you! I cannot figure it out how to swallow the pain And now I miss you again... Well I'm diving in this river And I'm searching for the coast! I scream, because I'm choking in this Killing sadness! Why did my life betray me? You made me feel so lost! You burned my fucking dreams to dust And now you've turned my soul into a ghost! I'm alone! I am lost! So now I miss you I was breaking my heart and I'm tired of crying Oh, now I miss you Tonight I'm gonna wait, but I know that it's too late! Now I miss you! I cannot figure it out how to swallow the pain And now I miss you again... Well I'm diving in this river And I'm searching for the coast! I scream, because I'm choking in this Killing sadness! Why did my life betray me? You made me feel so lost! You burned my fucking dreams to dust And now you've turned my soul into a ghost! I'm alone! I am lost! So now I really want to know If I can find myself In this place of broken hopes Could I be able to survive Or maybe I'll be lost.?