Lost Souls

All my life All my life I been chasin' Tryna find a way to leave out of my mind I find I just wanna wake up with no fuckin' pain now Can't someone help me out I don't know why Why the fuck I even try when they still kick me down Try to hide but they still find a way to pick me out All I want is just to breath don't want a single sound Please just leave me in my grave and put me in the ground Ya, I just don't ever open up So depressed even tho we blowin' up P-T-S-D my life is rough Put a mask on but it's not enough Gotta pick myself up cause I know no one else will All these raps that I been writin' but I gotta find myself still And the fans won't ever know what they're never told So I write lines all about my lows All these tracks hard to find my soul All these tracks here to find my woes Ya, I just wanna find a way out this nightmare I just wanna find a way out, na na All my life All my life I been chasin' Tryna find a way to leave out of my mind I find I just wanna wake up with no fuckin' pain now Can't someone help me out I don't know why Why the fuck I even try when they still kick me down Try to hide but they still find a way to pick me out All I want is just to breath don't want a single sound Please just leave me in my grave and put me in the ground I do everything I can it doesn't always seem to work Every time I turn around it seems to get a little worse But that's no way to live That's no way to live Always over thinking everything I do And everything I did I'm so sick of making myself feel like shit Shout out everybody else that has to feel like this But you don't have too I feel you, I'm mad too I'm sad too You'll pull through just like me One day soon we'll stand free All my life All my life I been chasin' Tryna find a way to leave out of my mind I find I just wanna wake up with no fuckin' pain now Can't someone help me out I don't know why Why the fuck I even try when they still kick me down Try to hide but they still find a way to pick me out All I want is just to breath don't want a single sound Please just leave me in my grave and put me in the ground