Ballad of Pure Thought

I'm sorry that I had to go out on my own investigation If only I had known it would cause this separation, Stupid of me, to behave like I was free, For the taking, please don't forsake me If only I could make her, feel a little better Take away these ugly thoughts, Exorcise the demons that I brought I must find, a state of mind, that deals with the temptation, I know I'm gonna find, a way to rise above her expectations Of me and all that I could be, dedication in a relation, Is more then any flirt I'm cleaning up the dirt, I'm gonna steal those haunted Dreams, lift us up to something more supreme I always thought it would be easy, We'd see it and feel it, But nothing is less true, As tears tell It's hardcore and painful