Never felt less alone than I do right now
Never more like I was out of the closet
The only thing that seems worse than never coming out
Is the thought of having to get back in it
And, I'll never pass
I lived my whole damn life as a doll on a shelf
Occasionally taken down to be passed around
I was told all the time how to be a man
Fit a mold, cut your hair, we'll tell you what to wear
I don't want to spend the rest of the life I have
Trying to squeeze into a box that's even smaller
The only difference I could find is it's painted pink
It's not the color I don't like
It's the obligation
And I don't have an obligation
To anyone but myself
So I'll probably never pass
Seems more like hiding than being who I am
And I'll probably never pass
I'd rather live my life visibly trans
I'll never pass
Never felt less alone than I do right now
Never more like I was out of the closet
The only thing that seems worse than never coming out
Is the thought of having to get back in it
And, I'll never pass
I'll never pass
I'll never pass
(Not like I would want to anyway)
