Cheerleaders Smoke Crack

I watched myself burn out on the wrong side of the tracks I hitched a ride back, then watched myself fall off the wagon It's no use, I've tried, to hide in plain sight This weight in my heart makes me try A suicide attempt 26 stiches wide Punk rockers, they never survive They either burn out young or they change their mind Not a safe place to be, for you or me And junkies, they never grow old They either clean up their act or they overdose But I guess, as long as they're happy, I don't mind You try to explain, relapse to replace The weight of the day, the weight of your brain And I can't help you pick up all the pieces These little lies we tell ourselves Like we're gonna get sober or get ourselves help It waxes and wanes, these phases of pain And I'm just too tired to keep playing these games Oh squatters will never get hired Cause as long as there's trains, there's a constant reminder Of a wanderlust so thick, they can't resist And cutters will never do more, than bust open a vein And bleed out on the floor But if that's how you wanna go, don't let me stop you I watched myself fuck up, it's the only thing I seem to do well enough And I try to act surprised, but these days it's hard There's no lookin back, that road is a mess If you want to change, you're gonna have to forget And I can't be your voice of reason Alcoholics, truth be told They only see their future in a bottle of Skol And I don't wanna know those fools no more I don't wanna know those fools no more I don't wanna be that fool no more And you scared me nearly half to death You don't look the same since you've been smoking meth But we all have different ways that we lose sleep We all have different ways that we lose sleep We all have different ways that we lose...