Disturbia Suburbia

Leave it to me to be alone In a town I hardly recognize without you by my side Lord I wish these memories would flee And take with them, the pain of remembering But I know, today is not that day I saw a sunflower tree in the middle of the yard and tore every flower from it 'fore I got back in my car and drove Off Cheers to you, Cheers to us An old friend killed himself before the start of Spring I wonder if he left the weight of the world or if the weight of the world just left him hanging And who, could stand to lose another wink of sleep? If the body bags there, it means somebody cares, and if somebody cares Then I guess you must be thinking of me Leave it to me to get strung out And freak everybody out then say, 'I won't do that again' These days there's nobody here It feels surreal, so many years spent with kids I don't even think I know, do they know me? Such addiction in this sickness, makes it hard just to exist When I can hear the words they do not say They HATE ME! HATE ME! HATE ME! LITTLE GIRL! THEY THINK I'M JUST A LITTLE GIRL An old friend killed himself before the start of Spring I wonder if he left the weight of the world or if the weight of the world just left him hanging And who could stand to lose another wink of sleep? If the body bags there, it means somebody cares And if somebody cares then I guess you must be thinking of me I guess you must be thinking of me Disturbia Suburbia And I hope we all get out, and I hope we all feel free