Phobetor

Drifting off to sleep, searching for a fantasy Only terror in my dreams I swear, I always see them creep I wake up gasping for air Reach to the left for the pistol I swear that somebody's there It always seems I just missed 'em Why can't I sleep easy? Breathe deeply Keep the peace, the ceiling creaking Keep the secret, hard to tell it Last night, think I saw where hell is It ain't below me, it's right inside of my mind If this is what it's like to know me Then I'd rather be blind Call me a criminal Subliminal messages in my conscience Paranoia in the story Always feel like someone's watching I'm an open book, hide the chapter Please don't look, just skip right past it If you ask me how I'm feelin' You're the hero, I'm the villain Damn Take my soul for what it's worth From the soil I was birthed Never blessed, I'm only cursed Another lesson never learned Take my soul for what it's worth From the soil I was birthed Never blessed, I'm only cursed Another lesson never learned I'm a killer when I'm paralyzed Wake me up, I'm terrified Only seem to terrorize Can't wake up, I'm scared to die Killer when I'm paralyzed Wake me up, I'm terrified Only seem to terrorize Can't wake up, I'm scared to die Drifting off to sleep, searching for a fantasy Only terror in my dreams I swear, I always see them creep I wake up gasping for air Reach to the left for the pistol I swear that somebody's there It always seems I just missed 'em Why can't I sleep easy? Breathe deeply Keep the peace, the ceiling creaking Keep the secret, hard to tell it Last night, think I saw where hell is It ain't below me, it's right inside of my mind If this is what it's like to know me Then I'd rather be blind