Zen (feat. Leon Thomas III)

Yes, word to the pregnancy test That she left on the steps A reality check I had to, woosah for a sec She's afraid to tell her dad cause he wouldn't accept But it is what it is, now what could we expect What am I to do? My mama didn't raise me to murder no baby So we gonna have to see it through At least I love her At least I love her I don't think I could choose a better mother Perfect time to start thinking of someone other than me Now let it breath Of course I'm afraid But I'll find my way Every night up I pray Woosah, I'm zen Woosah, I'm zen Woosah, I'm zen You made me feel again Woosah, I'm zen Woosah, I'm zen Woosah I'm zen She scared I'm scared but I can't show it I fucked alot of things up but I can't blow this This ain't what we planned for My mama didn't raise me to murder no babies So I'ma have to man up If I gotta get a job to supply for the fam Then i'ma do what I gotta do I'm the man I ain't got time to be sitting home laying Even if I gotta go and drive Uber's in the AM My heart dropped when I heard a heartbeat There's a little baby inside you made from me Oh my, this just changed my whole life Staring at the sonogram I realized That God was in plain sight the whole time Of course I'm afraid But I'll find my way Every night up I pray Woosah, I'm zen Woosah, I'm zen Woosah, I'm zen You made me feel again Woosah, I'm zen Woosah, I'm zen Woosah I'm zen Three way mama like "mama I got news!" "You about to be a granny" Mama took it better than I assumed Mama cried Like she finally found purpose again It's like, I don't gotta see her hurting again I know me leaving home at 18 ain't been the easiest Chasing something that wasn't sure but I believed in it And she's calling like "did you sleep enough? have you eaten yet?" I called my cousin Abby and she's like, "you keeping it?" She's fussing, I'm cussing I hate financial discussions She's dissing, I'm wishing This shit turned out a little different Can't let this fuck Up my vision Thought you was down for my mission But we in it together so let's get it But we in it together so let's get it It's too late to regret it So we might as well Live with it