Drowning in Myself

Scarred as a child Abuser ran wild Parents Seem to be blind Going out of my mind High school was hell But there was no one I could tell Broken home All alone Wondering why Even try Just want To Cry End of my Sorrow With Rope One Night Marriage & kids with a loving wife But I can't stay clean for the love of my life One theory was I had it all But in my mind I knew I would fall Demons dancing in my head See them at night sleeping in my bed Wondering why Even try Just want To Cry End of my Sorrow With Rope One Night Had a Recent friend Life just Came to an end Killing was On My Mind Ask my maker One more time Had success Tuned into a mess Wondering why Even try Just want To Cry End of my Sorrow With Rope One Night