I Don't Know How

I'm tryna let go but I don't know how I see the writing on the wall I can't forget it, though it's over I wish I could move on I'm tryna let go but I don't know how Too many memories in my head It's like a dream that is rotten When will I see the dawn? I'll step out of the woods, my darling Hush down, in the end we'll make it We shall die with our heads held high Like when kids, we would rise, rise, rise, rise I'll step out of the woods, my darling Hush down, in the end we'll make it We shall die with our heads held high Like when kids, we would rise, rise, rise, rise We would rise, rise, rise, rise We would think of rising up I tried to let go when I was young But I could only make a mess Fought day and night to make sure that It wouldn't happen again I guess we all make mistakes I'll step out of the woods, my darling Hush down, in the end we'll make it We shall die with our heads held high Like when kids we would rise, rise, rise, rise I'll step out of the woods, my darling Hush down, in the end we'll make it We shall die with our heads held high Like when kids we would rise, rise Oh, why she looks so tired When she smiles? When she smiles? When she smiles? Oh, why he looks so crazy When he cries? When he cries? When he cries? Oh, why she looks so tired When she smiles? When she smiles? When she smiles? Oh, why he looks so crazy When he cries? When he cries? When he cries? When he cries? When he cries? She looks so pretty when she smiles Dusty mirrors hanging on Old summer house walls I'll just dive into the ocean And I'll try to be yours I just couldn't keep pretending Fake love don't make me remember Back in those bittersweet summers And I will try You don't know what these eyes have seen Don't look so great beneath the sheen I'm glad we finally find some peace Just need the ocean in between And I'll try to be yours I'll try to be yours And I'll try to be yours Like I've tried to be yours before