Shame on Me

Its not the guilt that is killing me It's the shame, I've committed no offense I've felt as though my existence has been wrong all along But I can't blame you I let you into my heart And that's my fault I ran away to shut the vault Whisper through the guff Try to hear you speak But I don't hear the words you say to me And I'm tuning in I'm listening, speak It starts off slow you're not your self A year from now and your someone else A year from now and your someone else Shame on me Shame on me Its not the guilt that's been killing me I just try to sustain But the pain The pain remains It starts off slow you're not your self A year from now and your someone else A year from now and your someone else A year from now and your someone else Your someone else Your someone else Your someone else I'm someone else Everything that I didn't believe Shame on me Everything that I couldn't see, shame on me Shame on me It's not the guilt that's been killing me