When I'm Gone

I'm so far from everything I love And I'm guilty for all I've done Am I cancer like a fucking disease I've become everything I never thought I'd be I've been wasted, burned all my dreams Now these ashes are all I see From the bottle and the gasoline It's too late I'm addicted to this misery You know Take away this loaded gun Forgive me for the wrong I've done Tell my mother that I'm sorry I don't want to live this way I don't want to dig my grave In the end will I be forgiven When I'm gone I'm helpless, a stranger inside I feel reckless but I ain't ready to die These voices screaming in my head Keep telling me that I should be dead My sorrows they come on done And tomorrow it may never come I've gotta fix this, I need a remedy Before it's over, before it's too late for me Take away this loaded gun Forgive me for the wrong I've done Tell my mother that I'm sorry I don't want to live this way I don't want to dig my grave In the end will I be forgiven When I'm gone I've gotta fix this I need a remedy Before it's over Before it's too late for me Take away this loaded gun Forgive me for the wrong I've done Tell my mother that I'm sorry I can't live this way I don't want to dig my grave In the end will I be forgiven When I'm gone When I'm gone When I'm gone