Pain on My Mind

It's anyone's guess How I ended up like this I used to be love But now I'm just flesh It's anyone's try How I've screwed it up this time I thought music was enough But that was a lie Oh, I never followed my feelings I followed my brain, so tired And even my heart's hardwired To be lonely inside Don't have much to believe in Don't know anyone real, go hide None of my friends ask why I really hate to cry I've got pain on my mind Keep up the charades Continue to play these games They might seem like fun Until you play fate I think you're confused I think that your life's a ruse You might think you've won But you've forgot the rules Oh, I never followed my feelings I followed my brain, so tired And even my heart's hardwired To be lonely inside Don't have much to believe in Don't know anyone real, go hide None of my friends ask why I really hate to cry Got pain on my mind I never asked for much I just asked for love But I guess that's too much when it comes to you I get played for a fool And at this point it's like crying tears in a pool Scenes like you won't believe Like a movie screen But I guess that's too much when it comes to this There's no hit just a miss And I'm falling I'm sinking into the abyss I never followed my feelings I followed my brain, so tired Even my heart's hardwired To be lonely inside Don't have much to believe in Don't know anyone real, go hide None of my friends ask why I really hate to cry Got pain on my mind