Awkward

I read what I said I cannot help but feel embarrassed for what I've seen You know what I mean And I try and follow thru with what I mean Anything that I can do There's nothing wrong I'm just laughing at me You're what I see You're what I hope for I'll never come alive If I tell you what I'm known for Never by you You're what I do And so therefore I'm broken See the way I'm rejected When I'm more than See the way I'm dejected And I'm born again See the way I'm a reject Am I more than? See the way I'm a reject In my morgue There's nothing wrong I'm just laughing at me You're what I see You're what I hope for I'll never come alive If I tell you what I'm known for Never by you You're what I do And so therefore I sometimes laugh at nothing I know you do the same I know that I'm awkward So please just don't ignore me It feels like a nightmare To see that you don't care You're bored when you're near me Cuz we're so familiar You know that I try too I feel I've been lied to You're never the same I know I've lost when I see how you are around him It feels like a nightmare To see that you don't care I know that you've lied And that I've lost when I see how you are around him