Heart on Hold

I'm hiding from the truth 'Cause since that day I knew I couldn't resist you I tried to shut you out But you're back in the crowd With nothing to hold on to You're sleeping in my bed but he is in my head Done with being holy And all this time I kept it all inside too afraid to hurt you I am caught in a dream but my worries are blown away When my love isn't loud there's no heart in a word I say I run with my eyes closed hoping my heart won't show Run with my eyes closed putting my heart on hold, oh Run with my eyes closed putting my heart on hold, on hold Every single day I'm feeling so afraid Thinking he will notice My mind is in a spin So fragile and so thin Gotta stop pretending, right? I am caught in a dream but my worries are blown away When my love isn't loud there's no heart in a word I say I run with my eyes closed hoping my heart won't show Run with my eyes closed putting my heart on hold, oh Run with my eyes closed putting my heart on hold, on hold I run with my eyes closed I run with my eyes closed Run with my eyes closed Run with my eyes closed Yeah I, I I run with my eyes closed hoping my heart won't show Run with my eyes closed putting my heart on hold My heart on hold, on hold Run with my eyes closed