Smash Your Enemies

I hope I'm alive To witness your demise Make you feel my sorrow Encompass all my pain That I've felt for years Dreading each dying day Hanging by a thread On the edge of my sanity When I wake up the real nightmare begins Will I make it through my time in living hell? Do I possess the strength to smash my fears into the ground? I've tried to be strong I've tried to overcome But I don't think I possess the strength to carry on I'm torn between And there's no right choice I've gotta fight back I won't be scarred for life