Solemn Oath

Maybe I should go back I'm gonna think about that A little bit more like I did before Miserable and mad This one kicks like a mule Plays me for a fool Breaks all the rules It's doing it wrong, but it's moving along Can be very cruel Right in the door, I'm tired, I'm sore Nary A Hi, no welcome home Yet the minute I'm up, it's pissing me off I was yelling so loud last night I thought the cops would surely come Six or six-two-five Should keep me alive Keep me alive Now do a little turn Careful with your words Everything is fine But I'm lucky as fuck It still ain't enough Sick to my gut Having to say You sit here 'till the coast is clear I'll send for you one day I shouldn't repeat it This sounds ridiculous And I swore a solemn oath Never to admit it's the harsh tones of criticism Seep in to my bones Look what I did, I'm happy with it Aren't you happy for me? I love you so much, I'm gonna throw up Watch my stuff, hold this for me please Try not to sound bitter Or to fondly remember the dark times of the past Like I don't deserve it or I'm not even worth it I can do this or that This or that