Burned At Both Ends

There's nothing left now that doesn't come from suffering Victims of time were defined by our history Forever lost, and now I don't know who the fuck I have become Where has my life gone? I'm holding on to a life I'll never get back It's too hard to let go I'm on the right train, but the wrong tracks Trying not to derail Nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore Chasing something that's behind me When will I be set free? So what is left of this life that's in front of me? Is there a future when you only see in memories? When every loss, every beauty just reminds you of the past How can you just let go? I'm holding on to a life I'll never get back It's too hard to let go I'm on the right train, but the wrong tracks Trying not to derail Nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore Chasing something that's behind me When will I be set free? Broken promises left to mend Burning the candle at both ends No light to find my way back home But I don't know where home is anymore The sinking ship has washed ashore This misery (this misery) has got to end (has got to end) What's done is done (what's done is done) The past (the past) is a strange place (is a strange place) Look, look at me now Just a fool with everything, but yet I'm still so hollow Look, look at us now (look at us now) No lights, just struggling to find our way back home I'm holding on to a life I'll never get back It's too hard to let go I'm on the right train, but the wrong tracks Trying not to derail Nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore Chasing something that's behind me When will I be set free? Broken promises left to mend Burning the candle at both ends No light to find my way back home 'Cause I don't know where home is And without you, I'm hopeless