Every Now and Then

Every now and then, i lay awake and cry myself to sleep, all alone you hear me weep, Every now and then, I think about the way thing's used to be when it was you and me but that's just, I close my eye's and then remember, bout that cold night in november, u told me it was over do you remember, everytime I think about it I still get shivers, these cold chills in my bobes I can't be alone, took my pain and emotons and bottled it inside a song, haunted by my past as a boy im tryin to be a man, livin off of never never land im like Peter pan, nobody grow's up, and nobody know's much, and everytime I have a dream I swear that she show's up, and every now and then do you know what I do, get drunk alone in a dark room and think about you, Every now and then, i lay awake and cry myself to sleep, Every now and then I think about the way thing's used to be, when it was you and me but that's just, Thinkin while I fall asleep about my family, wishin they was all with me, she told me get a bag pack with the thing's I need, she didn't wanna see me and the reality, of me loosin my family set it what was I to do then, I didn't wanna return to the life that I had lived to the social spot's and clubs, to the bar's that was hot, I show up with jelly and snap man you know how many hoe's I got, mingling with women submerged into sin, everything she'd say i'd find someway to spin, buy her a drank, like I was tryin to hear it im'a fuck away the pain, Every now and then, i lay awake and cry myself to sleep, Every now and then I think about the way thing's used to be, when it was you and me but that's just,