Alyssa Interlude

Sometimes you have to get all the... All the crap out the way before you hit the good stuff And you're like "OK, I'm getting good stuff now" But, um, uh, I had a bi- I mean, the stuff I write about What do I really write about? I've got my weed songs and all my songs about my boy- uh, my ex-boyfriend, George Songs about relationships that are kinda doomed from the start You know, songs about when I fell in love and it went wrong And I was so in love at the time, you know, I was like... And I was with someone that I was in love with, you know what I mean? We were in love You know what I mean? We were together, so When it- and that's like a real drug, isn't it? So when it- when it didn't come together, I was just like... You know? It really hurt But I needed enough distance from it So that it wasn't like raw emotion anymore But not enough distance that I'd forget I'm quite a self-destructive person, so I guess I guess if you give me some material... Raindrops on my windowsill Longing for your nature's feel Loved that song when we were kids Now it makes me want you here Sometimes, people disappear Think that was my biggest fear I should have protected you Sometimes, I wish it would rain Sunshine, blue skies Please go away Sometimes, I wish it would rain The girl has found another and Gone away With her went my future My life is filled with gloom So day after day I stay locked up in my room I know to you