Depression

My old friend depression Don't you know how I feel I've been learning some lessons Like this pain isn't real I've been holding my head up Got my knees on the floor Can't forget where I found you Can't take this any more My old friend depression Mmmm My old friend depression I've been wearing doubt round my neck like a choker Friends think I've been killing it But life feels like it's over Wake'n up paint'n on my face like I'm the joker Custom to the chaos Maybe im bipolar cause Some days I hate you, Some days I love you, Some days I need you My old friend depression Don't you know how I feel I've been learning some lessons Like this pain isn't real I've been holding my head up Got my knees on the floor Can't forget where I found you Can't take this any more My old friend depression Mmmmmm My old friend depression Middle of the night hear you whisper here we go again Try to push you away That's a fight that I ain't gonna win Watch you close the door lock me in I'm giving in again That's alright It ain't like I'm somewhere that I haven't been Oh yeah Time keeps on slippin Feel like giving up Got you messin with my vision Voices never fade So maybe I should listen As I lay there with the pain Second guessing madam Cause Some days I hate you, Some days I love you, Some days I need you well My old friend depression Don't you know how I feel I've been learning some lessons Like this pain isn't real I've been holding my head up Got my knees on the floor Can't forget where I found you Can't take this any more My old friend depression Mmmm