Mess

(Oh uh uh oh) Voices in my head keep me up at night Write down what they say just to keep em quiet Try to make some sense of what I'm going through But it ain't workin' It ain't workin' One day it'll all fade Highs fall but the pain stays Askin' God if its too late Guess I'll just find out the hard way Friends wonder why I stay at home Say I'm fine but they don't know Don't hit on my phone I'm dead or alone Yea I know I'm a mess right now I ain't at the best right now No Don't try to save me I'm fallin apart Wouldn't hurt so bad But its all my fault I know I'm a mess right now (Oh uh uh oh) (Oh uh uh oh) Lyin' to myself Like I always do Some day I know I need to stay and face the truth I talk to God but I don't think he has a clue Just bein' honest Just bein' honest One day maybe I'll change But right now I'm in a bad place Sick and tired of the fake face Walkin' around like I'm ok Writin' thoughts just to vent to ya all Singin's how I tend to tell it all I'm where I belong and I'm better off ya I know I'm a mess right now I ain't at the best right now No Don't try to save me I'm fallin' apart Wouldn't hurt so bad But its all my fault I know I'm a mess right now If you can still hear me Know I'm still breathin' I'm not just leavin' I'm findin' myself Can't leave my heart open This life wasn't chosen All that I know is I know I'm a mess right now I ain't at the best right now