Hurtful

I used to laugh it off I used to look the other way I used to save them troubles for another day I kept my fingers crossed I used to never take the blame I'd pull a sunshine story in a pouring rain The more I had to change I'd just stay the same (The same, the same, I stayed the same) You don't know what you got till you're missing it a lot I had to go throw it away I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize What I did to you was hurtful What I'm going through is hurtful I used to buy my time I used to beat around the bush I'd rather give my ego another push I used to be a fool It was a foolish game I played And it's a fool's faith coming mistakes I made Once I had it right it was all too late (Too late, too late, too little too late) You don't know what you got until you're missing it a lot I had to go throw it away I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize What I did to you was hurtful What I'm going through is hurtful What I'm going through is hurtful It is hurtful It's hurtful Oh what I did to you (What I did to you) What I did to you was hurtful What I'm going through is hurtful I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize What I did to you was hurtful And what I'm going through is hurtful