To Some It Comes Easy

It's the coloured in body That with only a peak Ignites the fire inside of me I gave up looking for the unattainable A lifetime feeling full I sit at a very busy lunch table I was past the peak And something that you said It stuck, it seeped Roll around in my head Daydream of sleep Until I reach fatigue Try to believe That I hit the right track And don't look back Kick up dirt with my heels And skip some meals And be poised for attack It's too late But I hope and pray for a co-misery Because in time, I'm gonna drink myself into a nursery rhyme My fate No one ever said that we could all be great But I've signed Up for something that I still can't find After mourning comes laughter Fight back memories Make room for new loves to please In a structure You hide yourself away Alone get through the day A cocoon has no longevity I was past the peak And something that you said It stuck, it seeped Roll around in my head Daydream of sleep Until I reach fatigue Try to believe That I hit the right track And don't look back Kick up dirt with my heels And skip some meals And be poised for attack