Dependable People and Things That I'm Sure Of

I know that he loves me as I watch him leave I'd do anything at all to hear his voice call me But now there's a shadow where once stood a beam He's searching for colour in a sepia scene And the cold wind blows like my grip on a string That I held so close now he's not listening, he's not listening But I can go out there, I can be someone else We all have the power to do this shit to ourselves But in the quiet times, where nobody can see I'm letting my thoughts get bigger than me And the cold wind blows and the spring never came And I feel so sick if I hear his name Oh how he left me cause we went too far I looked at my body, I learnt how to drive a car I had my family and I had my friends But oh, how I wanted to be with him again And I know he's somewhere that he wants to be And I only wish he wanted that with me But I can run further than I could before And I can laugh louder, I can dance 'til I'm sore Then in the morning, I can do it again I just have to keep moving, don't ever stop moving And all of this envy and all of this fear Will just be a memory of this shitty year And I'm so much older than I want to be But there's so much more if I take it easy