What Am I To Say

What am I to say? I'm all wrapped up in apathy And I don't want to stay this way There's nothing left to do Now that I am onto you All I want to know is the truth And I don't want to go But I feel like I should Cause I'm falling apart, and I might And I die, and die, and die How could you be the better part of me? When we're only half of what we used to be, today Could you see this isn't what we need? And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell So goodbye, farewell What am I to say? I still remember everyday Memories don't fade away And it all falls apart In the shadows of the past It can seem to be so hard But it's time the feelings past How could you be the better part of me? When we're only half of what we used to be, today Could you see this isn't what we need? And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell So goodbye, farewell And pull your triggers now What you waiting for? I stand accused myself Sometimes I'm wrong God help me And here beneath my life What am I praying for? I don't believe in hell But I just might be there tonight How could you be the better part of me? When we're only half of what we used to be, today Could you see this isn't what we need? And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell So goodbye, farewell Goodbye, farewell