Wish I Told You

Days like this I wish I told you Differences we seem to have had And to be honest I would never flaunt it Singing symphonies, a song to the things you Never wanted The wrong attention, false intentions, a pale Complexion of death Living to regret the aftereffects, addiction to sex Placing the bets so you can figure the rest I got the nerve to be upset, it's the pride to be correct Just smoking mirrors, I'm too blind to reflect Play by play, X and O's, now they're next To go Rolling troll, lost and slow, talking slow So you can hear it Stay coherent, made appearance in this dream State So I'm feeling elate, winning sweepstakes Spending mixtapes till tomorrow and the next day Fighting till the replay, begging please stay Together in this stormy weather before we sever Limbs at the entrance, holding on to just An essence Them hollow shells, and if all else fails I'll let that phantom cast her spell She burns a bridge and lights it well Yet the trail remains cold, enticing like it's paved in gold I hate to say it, but you got me sold Days like this I wish I told you Differences we seem to have had Changes here and there, overwhelming scare Ripples in the water, I would stare Locked up in this lair, take me to a paradise that's not there Fulfilling, just chilling, you look to the ceiling You could collapse The line is thin, bittersweet, I had to lose to win And conquer these demons within, insecurities infringe The doors are closing, you can hear the squeak of the hinge Just to drink and not binge, on reruns and flicks Leaving it all to risk, once in a while there's an eclipse That's the moment you miss, cause you squander it Stuck and ponder it, instead of seizing the moment And keeping it going, pick your head up If you're damn well fed up Instead of blaming everyone like it's a setup Gunning you down to the wire Pulling teeth from the liar, when the truth is desire Heating emotion, leaving me open To wishing and hoping Instead of listening and focused Now the days are gone like hocus pocus Before you even notice You reminisce too much You read into it It eats you up inside Damn near consumes you When you should've said it from day one Days like this I Wish I told you Differences we Didn't seem to have had