The Vacuum

I spent some time walking down on a boulevard It gave me time to clear my mind and think I think about how I'm gonna fix it all Get my thoughts and actions more in sync All the things I've been saying I looked around and I see it changing Sudden emotion is just an emotion I'm breaking right through It's not that I hate it, I'm sick of complaining Caught in the vacuum I shine a light on all the things that I have done Now I know what causes so much pain I think that now the circumstance have brought it on And now it's time for me to live in vain Hold the wheel and keep it steady I feel it now, I think I'm ready Sudden emotion is just an emotion I'm breaking right through It's not that I hate it, I'm sick of complaining Caught in the vacuum I'm thinking it over and it's getting closer What should I do? The picture I painted is not my creation Caught in the vacuum Sometimes I wish that I could turn the tables (In the vacuum) Show you that my weapon's always clean (In the vacuum) I think it was the hand that rocked my cradle (In the vacuum) But when I point the finger, I point at me Hold the wheel and keep it steady The feeling has become contagious I write it down in my book of ages Sudden emotion is just an emotion I'm breaking right through It's not that I hate it, I'm sick of complaining Caught in the vacuum I'm thinking it over and it's getting closer What should I do? The picture I painted is not my creation Caught in the vacuum