Ghost of Mariano's

I've been Watchin' lots of TV Gave up on my sleeping Trying not to hate myself Eating shit that makes me Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker It's 4 a.m. and I'm supposed to be at work at 10 But I fucking hate my job So I'll sleep in I hope they fire me 'Cause I'm no quitter I've got a paper due on Tuesday that I haven't even started Who really cares about the end result if I didn't try 'Cause it's all bullshit It's getting colder outside these days And I've been Watchin' lots of TV Gave up on my sleeping Trying not to hate myself Eating shit that makes me Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker In the end we're all the same Just empty smiles with forgettable names Your excuses don't mean anything to me My family thinks I have potential but I waste it all on things that shouldn't matter (But to me it really matters) 'Cause it take my mind Off the future I tell myself that if I can't pay for my college Then I'll run away and live inside a van until I figure out Who I really am 'Cause I don't know who I really am And I'm running out of time And I've been Watchin' lots of TV Gave up on my sleeping Trying not to hate myself Eating shit that makes me Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker So long to everything that I love So long to everyone that I love So long to everything that I love So long to everyone that I love So long to everything that I love So long to everyone that I love So long to everything that I love That I love (so long) 'Cause I've been Watchin' lots of TV Gave up on my sleeping Trying not to hate myself Eating shit that makes me Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker