Hope You Hear Me

I can't help but think Would you still be here if I ain't move away? If distance wasn't with us I'd be with you every day I knew that you was suffering I heard all of your pain We spoke over the phone, haven't done that as of late But now it's just too late I hope you see me leavin' work as fast as I had came These tears are runnin' fast but they ain't tryna win a game Maybe if I reach home now they'll tell me they was playin' Just a sick family joke, but you knew we was insane I'm spendin' every minute only picturin' your face Diggin' up memory lane before we go and dig your gra— I just can't, I can't bear it, I won't bury You still alive to me, I need Christmas to be merry Cause Halloween ain't here yet but this news is kind of scary I canceled everything for you Now I need you near me I'm sendin' this to you I hope you hear me I hope you hear me I'm sendin' this to you I hope you hear me I hope you hear me I'm sendin' this to you I hope you hear me I hope you hear me I'm sendin' this to you I hope you hear me I hope you hear me Where would I be if you never took the time To invest your life in my dreams? I know that it wasn't for you, there's no me But now all my hopes for you R-I-Ps Everyone you left behind I know you helped refine But you was dealin' with pain that you had kept inside And then your health declined, numbed yourself with wine You stayed with that guy, I never questioned why Don't wanna picture that day when your bed's designed But your bed's outside with flowerbeds and flies Why'd you have to die? You just left me, why? We always said "later" but we never said "goodbye" If my love could be this song, let it testify I hope you hear me I'm sendin' this to you I hope you hear me I hope you hear me I hope you hear me I hope you hear me I hope you hear me