Our Apartment is Always Empty

You let me sleep on your couch and your floor even in your bed window side You let me have the corner in your closet a place where my boxed up life could reside In return I showed you how life was like a painting One so violent and depressing you just closed your eyes When you saw me disintegrating You'd stand by and just watch me vaporize as the world fell in love with me You fell out or so it seemed Change your sheets to rid yourself of me Because its been weeks and you still speak in your sleep Remember when you brought home that picture of your dad Hung it on the wall as a reminder of what it is to be a man Well, I was lying when I said I didn't know where it went I tore it up laughing and Id do it again Because before I met you I had just that chance I could have been a loving father, but at the time I couldn't bother And since then to be honest things haven't gotten any better You and I live as strangers, you're always writing others letters As the world fell in love with me you fell out or so it seemed Because its been weeks and you still speak in your sleep I've thrown myself to the floor like a children's doll Feeling so so volatile Why wouldn't you talk to me when I tried Hid yourself behind a do not resuscitate sign Leaving me to decide Whether you fell in love with a girl or a guy Or did you get lost inside the world you hid from me all this time Letting me know exactly what was yours and never mine Still, Ill harvest the blame To me its all the same The guilty have no shame Jokingly said you'd burn all that was mine in your place With serious written all over your face So I sleep in my cloths just in case I feel the flames touch my face I cam make my escape with grace