Wisdom

Who am I fooling? Besides myself She sees straight through me I wish I could as well Cause I long to be worthy Of this love that we built So I'm asking for mercy While I fix myself I'm begging you please, dear Give me a moment to gather my thoughts Cause I'm tired and I'm lost But I'm still here right by your side When the morning unveils But it still hurts like hell so I'm Begging God to grant me the strength To change all that I can And the wisdom to know what I can't She was an anchor And I'm lost in a sea Of my fear and my anger With a heart I can't heal But someday I'll deserve her And hold her love like a shield Against the coldest of winters And the doubt that bites at my heels I'm begging you please, dear Give me a moment to gather my thoughts Cause I'm tired and I'm lost But I'm still here right by your side When the morning unveils But it still hurts like hell so I'm Begging God to grant me the strength To change all that I can And the wisdom to know who I am So if you take my hand Can we start this all over again?