TheUrgeToEndItAll

Feel like I'm trapped in a box when I'm all alone Knowing I'm hella grown I still break, like sentiment rock when I'm hella stoned My past thoughts keep me on lock, when I left alone I call it "I'm in my zone" But really I'm sinking in traumas that's been hitting home Hoping you read this momma This is something I feel I've been trying to preach it momma This banana harder to peel I wish you would of seen it momma Feel like you need this momma Since a baby, you raised me around a nigga who ain't shit And it's crazy cause maybe I would of grew up feeling fit Like I belong cause in my songs I portray whole a different jit But in my mind, I reside in a hole, a bottomless pit And I hate you gave him a chances after niggas split That showed me that true love True Love Is toxic Seeing what he did you changed my whole world So when I got my own girl I just showed her what a nigga learned I lost the love of my life, and that was all in return So yet again, I gave it all and got nothing to earn But nights like this I take a pen and try to Write like this Hoping I can save a kid who lived life like this I tried to take mine Hoping to get night with her I'm just tired of having fights like this The urge