Waste My Time

They keep claiming something's out there But I just don't know what that means Was I put here with a purpose Or is there something after me Cuz I swear to god this isn't what we're meant to be Can you help me find a reason Cuz I don't wanna waste my time trying to bring you back to me I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless Cuz I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you There's a ripple in existence and I have seen what lies beneath There's a man behind the curtain and the distortion is killing me Cuz I swear to god this isn't what we're meant to be Can you help me find a reason and bring me back to reality Cuz I don't wanna waste my time trying to bring you back to me I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless Cuz I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you Crawling back to you Rapturous hands clammer for the night Shadows refracting in the moonlight Who needs a kingdom when you've found a knife To carve out a space between your dead eyes I feel it creeping in through the back of my head What kind of father leaves his children for dead I feel you skulking out there in the abyss You want my soul, you can have it Cuz I'm not gonna waste my time Trying to bring you back to me I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless Cuz I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you Crawling back to you