Message to You

I can barely sing, and I can barely rap People pulling strings so puppeteers relax I'm barely working out, I barely feel emotion I barely feel the days and now I'm barely coping But in the end, I know that I'll prolly make a statement Wanna collab with Kodak and shoutout Gator Nation I gotta give it time, I gotta keep my balance I wanna make another album let them see my talents They looking down on me I understand the reasoning But please you best believe I'm cooking up I got the seasoning I'm working till exhaustion, I ain't stopping for a second Never lovеd that second place cause it tеll me 'bout second-guessing Now look at all this bread we gettin' I gotta break it for my brethren, life is such a blessin' I know she read it but she still ain't never get the message I made it clear that blowing up was always my intention You either be with me or against me You should stop pretending You should stop acting idiotic bro it ain't trendy And watch my debut I swear to god this shit will be trending Idols fill in my mentions I don't sip to remember drink is cold like December Use it to calm my mental, make millions with just a pencil The craziest part about it, I'm doing it on my own Bro they beggin' me for collabs but I'm sorry this is my solo Now they mad and wanna talk about me I heard that shit from my homie, man why you gotta doubt me Let's not forget that you the ones who try to walk around me And now you jealous cause my come up has been so astounding I don't write to kill the time Writing with my will to find my sanity, arrogant with my clarity Carry me in my casket and pray for me when they bury me Peace is sweeter than Sara Lee's, memories never perishing I been left out of everything, got a lot to take But I got so much to give you still Ima have to wait Given too much to 'em lately and that was my mistake I know them probably just hate me tell me the love was fake And her and I, I guess it was a fade I'm nice for what to these women okay that's word the drake And shoutout all my exes you know I keep in contact I said I'll always care I know that most of y'all don't want that And if you got a problem you can hit me if it's urgent Just don't forget that I'm working cause I'm a busy person Making time slice for the people I'm keeping by my side And cuttin' off the people who lie about being down to ride They try to kill my pride sorry but that isn't easy Like why the hell would I be worried about the girls who tease me That's only temporary, looking for longevity Improving every day, these people haven't seen the best of me Let's crack a couple bottles And reminisce about the past inside my El Dorado When I was three my momma thought I would become a model Almost nineteen still bumpin' No Role Modelz They wonder why I never liked to talk about all of that basic shit When I bring out my dreams they look at me like what you saying kid You know you'll never make it big so why the hell you even trying I tell em thanks for all the pressure y'all just made a diamond It's the end, but really it's only the beginning When I truely reach the end Don't worry 'bout it, I'll be winning I've had a lot of hardships, make me rethink life But I want this so bad I promise I will never think twice Thanks for all that you do Goodbye