Heavy

Life can get too heavy And love can get so messy You're gonna wish you never met me I'm gonna make sure you regret me Life can get too heavy I know I look unsteady But I just had a few drinks too many I'm over you already I'm over you already And now I'm with your bestie I know that you'll forget me But I won't let that upset me Cause life can get too heavy Especially when we're young And most of us aren't ready The first time we fall in love It's like alcohol and drugs When your partner is the plug Easy access to the drip That's your kiss, that's the buzz When I taste you on my lips Can't resist, grab your wrist Pull you in, that's enough Yeah, now I'm numb And even though it tempts me I know the heart is deadly Life can get too heavy And love can get so messy You're gonna wish you never met me I'm gonna make sure you regret me Life can get too heavy I know I look unsteady But I just had a few drinks too many I'm over you already I'm over you already Ready, I'm not ready, ready I'm too heavy, heavy I'm too heavy Tell em I've been drinking, drinking Keep it low key but the bottle goes deep And now I'm sinking, sinking At home with the rocks I'm alone with my thoughts And they're not blinking, yeah So it's not the best crowd when the lights go out And I'm stuck here thinking, uh Yeah I gotta wait And I got a weight hanging down from my ankle So I'm dropping straight south, no angle It's a long way down to the bottom If I make it there soon I'll be thankful If I never get free I'll be grateful Cause I'll never have to swim to the surface I can live tied down by my burden And never have to risk trusting a person, yeah Life can get too heavy And love can get so messy You're gonna wish you never met me I'm gonna make sure you regret me Life can get too heavy I know I look unsteady But I just had a few drinks too many I'm over you already I'm over you already Ready, I'm not ready, ready I'm too heavy, heavy I'm too heavy Bet I could make a lot of friends on the sea floor Before I blow them all to shreds with some C4 And maybe I've been off the meds, I might need more To break the hold that you kept I won't be yours anymore, no I won't be yours anymore, oh Can it rain under blue skies, sure I don't know if I'ma reach my shore But I'm sure gonna try I'ma dig deep down for the storm inside Cause it's always around when you're not mine If I died right now would you mourn my life? Yeah, would you mourn my life Yeah, I still gotta do more So I won't stop short But we're born to die We're born to die No Life can get too heavy And love can get so messy You're gonna wish you never met me I'm gonna make sure you regret me Life can get too heavy I know I look unsteady But I just had a few drinks too many I'm over you already I'm over you already Ready, I'm not ready, ready I'm too heavy, heavy I'm too heavy