Losing, living, losing grip
Feeling, taking, you feel like shit
I came here with nothing
But leaving now means leaving everything behind
I've pushed you farther than you'd go
I'm not your lover, not your enemy
Why would you push all the buttons, open any door?
And what I wish for is you wide awake
But you fell like rain in my head, brainwash me clean
See, hate is no surprise
We fought everything we could
Synchronized our intentions
Until we lost what we had found, yeah
I've pushed you farther than you'd go
I'm not your lover, not your enemy
Why would you push all the buttons, open any door?
And what I wish for is you wide awake
But you fell like rain in my head, brainwash me clean
Oh well, that's good
I'm alright and it's getting even better now
Remind me why I wanted this job
Because I'm starting to forget
Don't say no, say okay
As if saying so will make it so, come on
I've pushed you farther than you'd go
I'm not your lover, not your enemy
Why would you push all the buttons, open any door?
And what I wish for is you wide awake
But you fell like rain in my head, brainwash me clean
"Who wanted those silly flowers in the backyard?
And what about this 'we' thing anyway?"
