Alone (feat. Breana Marin)

I don't want to stand alone Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do Like it's me against the world even when I got you So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder That only time will heal Yea i woke up but I don't wanna get out of bed Go to my 9-5 and just be lost in my head But i cant afford to miss another day (Shit) Gonna be short on rent I need another day (Shift) It gets intimidating when I think about life Cause it gets harder everyday just tryin to survive Seems I'm working full shifts just to Nickle and Dime Guess you got to eat your scraps before American pie Its so hard right now not give up and crumble Feelin low trying hold myself high and humble But the truth is the realest come straight from the struggle You more intact with your self overcoming these troubles But In the face adversity I don't see how I've grown Yea it weighs on me makes these pieces feel more broken I try to stay above water but held down by stones I ain't lonely but right now I shouldn't be alone (Fierce) I don't want to stand alone Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do Like it's me against the world even when I got you So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder That only time will heal You're my remedy my strength and everything that I love But sometimes having you by myside just ain't enough Cause life overcomes you and becomes way to much These days I see through the view of a half empty cup So I got liquor on my breath and the smell of a lit cigarette Cause that's how I was shown to get rid if the stress I push through what I hate just to have what I love I been through a lot of shit but I ain't been through enough Cause if I was I wouldn't easily give people my trust And be so fuckin devastated when they play me like a drum So I guess genetically that's just one of my flaws That I get directly yea straight from my moms Or its one of my pros cause ill play against the odds When everyone else is scared cause they might get a lost But I ain't got shit to loose so ill play at any cost That's the kind of integrity it takes to make a boss (Fierce) I don't want to stand alone Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do Like it's me against the world even when I got you So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder That only time will heal