The Light (feat. Edmerald)

Strained lessons i've plagued by depression Time to let it go i'll spill it all in my confession Lord forgive me for i have sinned This list is too long where on earth do i begin Let's start with those i mistreated women i cheated Those i turned my back on in times when they really needed I could scream apologies to those i hurt Problem is my actions they speak louder than words Were only human so we all stray Our actions cause reactions so we all pay This morning i woke up saw a light And that light came shining through Never felt a light so bright It came in and filled my room Yes i seen the light shining Yes i seen the light shining through The same light that shines on me is the same light that shines on you The light showed me that failure was part of the road Cos i learnt more from failing truth be told I captained my own ship navigated seas's safely Stormy waters came they all jumped ship to safety I went down sinking my hands tied to the helm Thought i went from queens to brooklyn the way i was taking the L I get taken to heights and then i plummet Caterpillars they flourish and now they make me sick to my stomach And these voices in my head they say confusing shit So i look toward the light because im losing it This morning i woke up saw a light And that light came shining through Never felt a light so bright It came in and filled my room Yes i seen the light shining Yes i seen the light shining through The same light that shines on me is the same light that shines on you When the light shines bright im feeling it Rejection hit me bad didn't know how to deal with it I smile to hide my feelings and brave it Mental slaughter cos like a hoarder i just save it In the hard drive of my soul and i'm so disconnected They all talk reckless all i do is bite my tongue like epileptics An episode the divine directed and i can't switch off or exit Cos this is real life not netflix I'm on some next shit saw the light embraced it Made it easier accept what i'm faced with This morning i woke up saw a light And that light came shining through Never felt a light so bright It came in and filled my room Yes i seen the light shining Yes i seen the light shining through The same light that shines on me is the same light that shines on you One time i saw the light at work it left me vacant A car hit this kid his soul was taken His head underneath my arm i couldn't stop shaking But his time had come so who was i to save him I looked into his eyes i saw a piece of fear But he must have seen the light cos i saw peace was near Thoughts of life and death controlling me For the next couple months all i did was cry uncontrollably So be thankful when you take that breath You never know when that light will come as light or death This morning i woke up saw a light And that light came shining through Never felt a light so bright It came in and filled my room Yes i seen the light shining Yes i seen the light shining through The same light that shines on me is the same light that shines on you