Devastation

Am I gonna get to know you Or is this just devastation? I could fuck you in a coffin Or on a table As long as it wouldn't break Is this just the coffee wakin' me up? Shooting to my cotton brain I try to work, I try to live it up Always one hand Was reaching out So throw me a lifeline I'm under the table Just do what you want to Am I sleeping? Am I waking up? Was I dreaming Of the way we were? Let me in, you let me walk with you Telling me stories In the places you were Turn the idle night, you show me the lights In your hometown Down by the seashore If it's good, then why am I breakin' it up? Comin' to pieces All over you again So throw me a lifeline 'Cause I'm in the water Just do what you want to And I don't know what to do And I don't know what to say Givin' it up for you, yeah, yeah And I can't trust myself No, I can't trust myself Don't wanna make any dumb decisions But I don't trust myself No, I don't trust myself Givin' it up isn't gonna be easy And I don't trust myself No, I don't trust myself I don't tr-tr-trust myself Tr-tr-trust myself Just do what you want to