Doyoucare?

I feel so alone sometimes Call you to get out of my mind yeah yeah If I try to take my life Would you even care I hope you miss me I hope you haven't moved on I've been so cold I need you right here right now And I'm kinda drunk Room is spinning I am on the ledge I just wanna jump If I die nobody give a fuck Got these voices in my head All I wanna do is bust Pray I go to heaven Devil said nigga don't push your luck No you can't stomach my thoughts Like you got a tummy tuck aye Can you please come over Let me shoot my floater Inside you I know you miss me puttin it down Thinking about it you feeling it now Cover your mouth when you yelling too loud Hang up on me oh that's foul I feel so alone sometimes Call you to get out of my mind yeah yeah If I try to take my life Would you even care Would you even care Would you even care Would you even care Would you even care Would you even care Do you even care I swear I do this every time I'm intoxicated I do not have my self control You cut my heart open You don't give no fucks and I know it I guess I just pray and hope If I put a bullet to my dome would you understand? I been feeling like a boy instead of man In my head I try to swim but I know I can't I just wanna live my dreams they don't give a damn know you know the feeling and No I don't sleep so? Told me get a therapist nigga i'm dead broke Only way i know is inhaling the weed smoke niggas say depression bullshit We don't believe though I ain't really fucking with none of these hoes And I got too many of em i need bro's I can feel it in my head and my shoulders my knees toes Food stamps never again will I need those It been way too many times where I didn't eat Imma put it on my moms and fucking niece Imma get to anywhere I ever wanna be And motherfuck the world til the carter 3 Gotta touch a milli It's so cold in the fucking D Niggas gotta use the stove to get fucking heat damn It's a shame all the pain but I never bleed It's a shame all the pain but I never bleed Damn slit my wrists Shawty you know where I am Baby you know where I be If I die and I haunt you Nothing will hurt like the times you ghosted me I feel so alone sometimes Call you to get out of my mind yeah yeah If I try to take my life Would you even care Would you even care Would you even care Would you even care Would you even care Would you even care Do you even care