Messed Up

Didn't take very long after meeting you For me to make a move Less than a week And I told myself not long before That I had to focus on school And any involvement with a girl I would not seek But when you showed up All the self promises I made It went straight out the window I had the courage to stop this But I went about it all wrong I'd never done it before Oh, I didn't know what I was doing If I hadn't messed so bad If I would've made up my mind If I would've accepted your robber Instead of turning you alive If I wouldn't have left my dials Convinced me that on your past If I wouldn't have listened to my head Instead of what's in my chest If I hadn't messed up so bad If I'm taking more time to think Then I wouldn't be tearing my head 'round Reading every word I spoke If I wouldn't have pressured you in the first place Maybe this would be fine But I messed up so bad And I'm mad, 'cause now we'll never know All because I messed up Messed up Messed up (messed up) Messed up All because I messed up Had an image in my mind Of where I wanted us to be But I tried too much 'Cause being inside Of a couple was something I always wanted to see But I don't know where I was in such a rush When you weren't ready I wouldn't stop pushing you When you came to get me I backed up with some lame excuse My heart is heavy And I wish I had told the truth But I guess now I'm living proof Of that regret you feel when you know you messed up If I hadn't messed so bad If I would've made up my mind If I would've accepted your robber Instead of turning you alive If I wouldn't have left my dials Convinced me that on your past If I wouldn't have listened to my head Instead of what's in my chest If I hadn't messed up so bad If I'm taking more time to think Then I wouldn't be tearing my head 'round Reading every word I spoke If I wouldn't have pressured you in the first place Maybe this would be fine But I messed up so bad And I'm mad, 'cause now we'll never know All because I messed up, yeah Messed up All because I messed up Messed up All because I messed up (ooh)