Chemical

I let you tell me how it goes and when it's all gonna end I put you first in the world, but you hate me again I'm stuck with the thoughts that remind me of All the things that you couldn't just seem to love I almost had you in my hands Some things never go as planned Took as much as I could stand Some things never change Show me what I gotta do to let go All I really know is that it's chemical Turn the lights off, let the door close If it's meant to be, then it's chemical Chemical-al-al Chemical-al-al Chemical-al-al All I really know is that it's chemical (Chemical-al-al-al-al-al) I let you tear me all apart and watched you put it all back And like a dose too heavy, all my blood's going black But you push and you pull till it's deadly I bet you'd love to know that I'm shaking Closer than it's ever been Farther than it's ever felt You won't ever understand Some things never change Show me what I gotta do to let go All I really know is that it's chemical Turn the lights off, let the door close If it's meant to be, then it's chemical Chemical-al-al Chemical-al-al Chemical-al-al All I really know is that it's chemical It's killing me to know that I almost had you It's killing me to know you're still in my veins It's killing me to know that I almost let go To see the wind pushing you Show me what I gotta do to let go All I really know is that it's chemical Turn the lights off, let the door close If it's meant to be, then it's (chemical) Show me what I gotta do to let go All I really know is that it's chemical Turn the lights off, let the door close If it's meant to be, then it's chemical Chemical-al-al Chemical-al-al Chemical-al-al All I really know is that it's chemical (All I really know is that it's chemical) (All I really know is that it's chemical)