The Other Side of Things

I look up the street and I see your house now I see the Sun but the cold begins I can't bear to feel it anymore, I have to go and leave, follow pain within Everything went and changed the day you left Now I sit awake dying here instead I see your mother, your sister, your father I hope they understand you I see your mother, your sister, your father And my heart breaks to that view 'Cause now you know, now you know Everything to feel on the other side of things Now you know, now you know Everything it took to break inside of me Now I know, now I know I hope you don't, I hope you don't hate me for following a path of substance And self abuse so I can keep on running So I can go and chase a darker truth So I appreciate all of the brighter views So I can feel the things that went and ruined you So I can realize what it takes to choose (I can't even hear your voice inside my head) (Can't even think of all the funny shit you said) Now you're sleeping (Now you're sleeping) Now you're dreaming (Now you're dreaming) Now you let go (Now you let go) Now you echo I see your mother, your sister, your father I hope they understand you I see your mother, your sister, your father And my heart breaks to that view 'Cause now you know, now you know Everything to feel on the other side of things Now you know, now you know Everything it took to break inside of me 'Cause now you know, now you know Everything to feel on the other side of things Now you know, now you know Now I'm losing you